When you really need them they are never around. Looking front, back, left and right and you can't spot them. It slowly gets darker as the spotlight fades away and you have to suffer seeing it shine on someone else. Yet you pull on a smile and walk with your head high up in the sky because you know you are better off without them. But till when will you smile it off? You know at one point your cheeks will just give up. Days pass and you realize that you're fighting your way to be able to see the next dawn all alone. What are you expecting of tomorrow? Things wont change, you made your choice. You wish you can go back in time and change your decisions but sorry its too late now. Its your choice now live in pain or go on with your life.