Jumbled Thoughts

I'm one of those people whom once in a while really tries to know who they are. It's always in the back of my mind but it surfaces when I'm stressed out, not getting enough sleep or just distracted. I won't say I'm jealous but more like admire those who know what they want to do and/or doing what they love. It makes it easier to work harder. You'd think "but Maria, what do you have missing that's stopping you from doing what you want or where you want to be?" And my answer is I really don't know what I love or what I'm good at. I have an unknown goal that I'm trying to reach. 

I was going through my tumblr dashboard and I came across this..

I'm one of those people that most of the time cares about what people think of me and in the rare occasions I don't give two $#!%* about what people think. Today is one of those days where I think people assume they know me because I appear the same to them. All. The. Time.

I think I changed. The decisions I've made since I was 16, to me, seems like they are the reason everything is not going as I've planned. I've planned out what I'll be doing but nothing went as planned.

Why can't we just stick to plans?

 

Happy 2013

Its that time of the year when you sit and think of the things you did and the things you didn't do. You write your resolutions and hope you get to tick them off by the end of the year. To come and think about 2012, it wasn't very eventful. I would consider going to Norway for a volunteering internship as the highlight of my year the rest is not very worth mentioning. I can't say I have learnt a lot, I felt it was a calm year.

I'm still in Germany for another 3 days and the hotel I'm staying at had a fireworks show for the new year. I could see the fireworks infront of me from the room's balcony, amazing! It sounded like a war going on though and I was about to sleep (not so fun).

Happy New Year to everyone and I hope this year will be eventful and a beginning to a year full of success in whatever we're hoping to achieve.